Wall Raising

June 1st

What a difference a day makes.  After the long holiday weekend -- which we put to good use with hiking, reading, and snoozing in our anti-gravity chairs or the hammock in the shade of the ponderosas -- we appreciated the drama of raising some walls.  

After our little Florissant excursion on Friday afternoon -- ooh the excitement of visiting the Joe’s Philly Cheesesteak trailer, the library, the post office, the feed store, and getting bread and milk and an ice cream sandwich at the gas station stop ‘n’ shop -- we arrived back to find the subfloor completed.

Nothing is quite so exciting in the building of a framed home as when the walls are raised and you suddenly can walk around in your rooms and gaze our your windows.  Our contractor Brian is usually a one man show at this point (though he is appreciating Bob’s help, especially with the hauling and lifting) and has developed lots of strategies for working solo, such as building the sections of framed walls up on sawhorses and then almost virtually tipping them into place.  

It’s great for everyone that we’re onsite now.  Even though there are building plans, we have the option of last minute changes, such as deciding to add back a window we’d taken out; the view from it will be too wonderful to miss.  Mostly it’s just minor tweaking of an inch or two here or there or deciding where to put the access to the crawl space, but it’s great to have the chance in real time.  After living in this cabin in my head for most of a year, I realize the time was well spent as there are very few things I haven’t already considered and feel confident that any decisions are well thought out over a period of months, not minutes.  I’ve worked with contractors before who made it seem like a federal offense if you asked for the most minor, non-structural adjustment, but Brian is so engaged in our build that he’s looking for clever ways to make our cabin even more unique and wonderful without adding costs.  At less than 1,000 square feet of interior space, this is the smallest home he’s ever built, and has encouraged me to “get creative” in the kitchen especially to make best use of the space I have.  A meticulous and exacting builder -- no, make that carpenter -- he knows little details will stand out even more in a smaller cabin, and wants this to be a little gem.  And we have no doubt that it will be.

And forget “onsite”.  It’s just lovely to be here.  I am so very aware that when we’re sitting outside reading, needing a fleece to keep warm enough in the shade, that we’d be holed up inside if we were in Tucson.  Not that there aren’t strange reminders of the desert here -- downy woodpeckers swoop through the pines, reminding us of gila woodpeckers flitting from mesquite to saguaro, and we hear the call of the great horned owl at night as we sometimes do in the desert.  The pussytoes are starting to bloom here, the loco weed is appearing overnight, and yet we occasionally run across cactus (at nearly 9,000 feet)!  Several of these mountain pincushions dot the more exposed saddle of our five acres, and we run across shin-dagger type yucca on some of our hikes.  Reminiscent to say the least.  I do wonder about the fruiting of the saguaro, the blooming of the ironwoods, and just big those baby quail are now, but if you are going to split time between two wonderful landscapes, it’s best simply to love the one you’re with.

Bob’s readying himself for another day of wall raising, but alas, I must do the Woodland Park run -- we’re out of clean clothes and dinners have gotten quite creative -- so I’m off with five loads of laundry to do at some charming (NOT!) laundromat and a big provisioning (needing everything from bread to bat house paint).  That sort of chore needs a reward, so I’ll stop in at The Hungry Bear for a pile of Blue Bucks (buckwheat pancakes with blueberries) and peruse an antique-y shop or two during the spin-cycle.

The only one more excited about our cabin is Happy, Brian Shelton's dog who comes to the site every day.

The View from Here

May 25th

We drove over 800 miles, 14 hours, in two vehicles, to reach our friends in Colorado Springs.  Thankfully they welcomed us with a garage to park the loaded truck in, dinner, and a comfy bed.  The next day they followed us up Ute Pass to our place in the Rockies, bringing their dogs to show our dog the ropes of being unleashed in the mountains.  It worked.

Our contractor, Brian, is away fetching his son from college in Spokane, so we’ve had a few days to settle in, acclimate, take a hike or two, and do some tidying up around the building site -- a chore we begged for.  We have a gorgeous foundation, concrete pouring into insulating forms of styrofoam connected with plastic strapping, sort of like giant Lego’s.  Brian has worked hard to keep the cabin low to the ground instead of perched on the site.  The foot wide cylindrical piers are poured for the deck footings, and the wood is onsite to build the subfloor.  By the end of the week we’ll be able to walk around our cabin. 

It is heaven to be here.  The pines, fir, and spruce look fabulous; so green from a wet winter.  The aspen buds are opening to fill the space between the evergreens with a spring green mist of new leaves.  The kinnikinnick, more often than not what is underfoot, is covered with tiny pinched white and pink bell flowers which will eventually give way to glossy red berries.  Tiny white asters, minute white and yellow daisy-like flowers brighten hillsides in small patches.  Today’s hike yielded strawberries leafing out, some with flowers, and a small bouquet of tiny violets in a damp spot on the “around the block” trail (a two mile loop behind us into Pike National Forest).  But the most exciting wildflower has been the lovely pasqueflower, pale violet teardrop shaped heads that open to a startling white six pointed flowers with a spectacular yellow center.  I have never seen the flowers before -- we’re always been too late for these early bloomers -- and have only been able to wonder at the spidery hair-like remnants after the petals are gone.

We had some crazy winds yesterday.  We’re guessing there were gusts of over 50 miles per hour.  The wind screamed around the trailer, rocking it like a cradle at the hands of an angry nanny where it now sits up on the saddle, more exposed than where it sat for years on the cabin site.  We lost power for hours and when we decided to get in the car and go see how extensive the outage was, we first had to fire up the chainsaw to clear a tree that had come down on our long driveway.  It became obvious that this was a sizable outage, with many trees down, often taking power lines with them.  After being blocking on one road, we managed to get to our friends Fran and Don’s cabin high up the far side of the valley.  Last time we’d seen them was September.   They’d come for brunch and we were squeezed into the tiny dinette of our trailer while it sleeted and snowed outside.  We caught up with them while enjoying heat from their wood burning stove, and gazing at their breath-taking view of a snow-clad Pike’s Peak.  

Aside from being a bit more subject to the winds, the trailer is also now far from the outhouse, probably about an eighth of a mile, a good long block away.  I’m not complaining as it is terrific exercise (even get some uphill in on the way back) and Bump usually accompanies me.  I will confess to using some nearby conifers after dark.  It is convenient to the building site, however Brian tells us that it will have to be disabled prior to getting a certificate of occupancy for the cabin per a new regulation.  We think we’ll simply bang a board across the one holer, and retain this historic structure for a tool shed.  We’ve already installed some art!

It’s been fun to watch our desert dog turn into a mountain dog.  Four days ago she didn’t know how to navigate stairs, was never walked off leash, and had never seen a pine tree.  Now she’s negotiating the metal trailer steps with ease and is living off leash and making little nests for herself in the mulchy soil underneath the ponderosas.  She’s enough out of her element to stick close by, but confident enough to lead the way on hikes and cavort in the streams and creeks that abound here.  Instead of learning to avoid stepping on cholla cactus segments, she is getting savvy about not walking on the tiny Douglas fir cones that are just the perfect size to get wedged in the pads of her paws.  Our dear old dog Max, gone just over a month ago, road shotgun with me from Tucson, his ashes filling a quart sized white plastic box.  He would have loved it here, and Bump seems to be enjoying it enough for both of them. 

Today the sun is warm, the air cool and perfect for a long-sleeved tee if you’re working, and a light fleece if you’re slacking.  We’ve been getting things done, but also taking time to walk, read, and talk about the cabin project and our future years with many months spent in this idyllic forest.  We’re quite excited about our contractor arriving back on site tomorrow, probably with his son to help, and Bob will get to spend the next three and a half weeks building a new cabin where the old A-frame once stood.

The sky is a deep China blue.  Fluffy innocent white clouds drift by overhead.  The crisp air is filled with the sharp clean scent of pine.  Life is very good.

Cementing the Deal

When it rains, it pours.  Hot on the heels of the photos our contractor, Brian Shelton, provided us, last night we got some from our good friends and closest mountain neighbors.  Harry had followed the cement truck up the driveway and stuck around for some of the excitement of seeing the footers of the cabin poured.  We'll always be able to say to him "you were there at the beginning".  Here's a shot of the early pour -- Builder Brian is smoothing the concrete in the forms.

Here's a shot of the completed footer pour.

Harry spotting this group of elk a couple of miles from the cabin.  No doubt they'd heard about our place and were headed over to check it out!

More pictures soon of the stem wall and then of the foundation poured in Greenblock forms (Brian has a degree in environmental science, so we'll go as green as we can).  It's going to be snug.  I'm off to start packing my cabin treasures -- it's just plain hard to believe this is happening!

Tune in again soon.

Oh! You mean this is Real?

They say a picture is worth a thousand words.  In my book that's AT LEAST!  And it can also make real what has been, up to now, something that might have been a figment of our imagination, wishful thinking, or an obsessive daydream.

Building permit in hand, our contractor, Brian Shelton, wasted no time preparing for the foundation (and documenting with his camera).  They'd expected to hit rock, but all they found was more and more beautiful decomposed granite.  With no need to bore holes into rock and epoxy rebar, the foundation is flat and level and we'll have a beautiful crawl space with a constant temperature of about 55 degrees, perfection for my beer brewing husband.

The pictures prove we'll have our almost dead-center view of Hackett Mountain, and it appears that the deck will be low enough to the ground in many places that we'll have lots of views unencumbered by railings.  The waterline from the pump has been installed in its deep trench and brought into the crawl space.

Some neighbors said they followed the cement truck up the day after we recieved these photos, and took some more for us.  Once we get those we'll post them -- foundation footers cementing our future in the Rockies.

We're a bit stupefied that two weeks from today we'll have woken up in our trailer, the first morning of a month of mornings.  It now sits far from the building site (and the outhouse), up on a ridge and in the middle of a seldom used track like a railroad car on a siding.  But it's a pretty spot, snugged up into the trees and with a good view.  If we can figure out a way to hook up to the power poles, also a fair distance away, we'll be golden.  Otherwise, it'll be a little more rustic than we'd expected.  A small price to pay for a transition into a real cabin with electricity AND running water!

After dreaming of this for almost 11 months, it seems impossible that it is actually happening.  I feel like a hurricane advisory -- "preparations should be rushed to completion" -- and it's hard to fathom how much I have yet to do before leaving a week from Friday.  Some things I'm trying to decide won't be decided until during the build, but I've certainly spent enough time pondering them that coming to a final decision should be quite informed and fairly quick.  And that's part of the fun of it.

We're ON!

After all the years of "that's crazy, the trailer's good enough", the yearning for a wood burning stove to cozy up in front of, the desire for a bit more of a kitchen WITH running water (the outhouse never bothered me), and wanting enough space to have family and friends join us in a way we could all actually enjoy, last summer we made the decision to rebuild a cabin to replace the one that stood on this land from the mid-60's until the Hayman fire claimed it in 2002.

Honestly, there were a few things that made the decision easier.  My husband is no more than two years from retirement, and hopefully only one.  We'd spent enough years there in longish vacations in the trailer to know we both loved it and would be happy with the simple life of puttering, hiking, bird watching, and star gazing -- and sharing all of that with family and friends -- for the rest of our years to make the investment in money and the commitment in time.  Perhaps the clincher was my husband's grandsons, at five and seven old enough to know if they enjoyed their time in the mountains, and it was oh-so clear that they did -- from fort building in a rock outcropping down the hill to tirelessly hiking to the meadow and Karen's overlook and trails beyond, to crying half way back to Denver when it was time to leave, this was a way to give to them what my husband's children knew their whole lives, at least until the Hayman fire.  More time to look like something out of Where the Wild Things Are:

Our contractor, Brian Shelton, called this morning to say that the building permit would be in his hands come Monday and that work on the foundation would begin this coming week.  It's been over seven months since we first met with him up at the trailer, thinking then that we'd not be building until next year and later deciding not to wait.  This year will be the building year; next year the occupying year.  Hopefully we'll get a bit of time in the cabin before summer's end and are planning a week at Thanksgiving, but we have our fingers crossed that next summer will be the first summer of the rest of our lives, with months of time spent in the Colorado Rockies, getting used to the wonderful rhythms of life spent enjoying the long days at 8,600 feet.


By the time we get there, four weeks from today, there should be a foundation fully decked and lumber staged for the framing of the walls.  My husband will get to help raise those walls just as he did over four decades ago with his father, other family members, and neighbors.  After the nightmare of losing the original cabin, being part of rebuilding of the new cabin will be the fulfillment of a dream.

Lost and Found

During the couple of weeks of building permit limbo and just over a month before leaving for the site in Colorado, I decided it was about time for me to make that housewarming visit to my sister and her husband.  They had relocated last fall to El Paso after decades in upstate New York.  It had been more decades since we lived within an easy half day drive of one another and I wanted to establish what I hope will be an easy exchange of short visits several times a year.

I decided to go alone mid-week for just a couple of nights, my rationale being to get a little solo sister time -- it had been almost two years since we were together, sadly a shorter separation than typical for us -- and to avoid leaving our very elderly and much beloved dog Max without one of his "humans".  The outward bound trip was lovely, less than five easy hours on an empty stretch of I-10 watching the Sonoran desert transition into Chihuahuan, with vast stretches of bajada gilded with carpets of Mexican poppies before butting up against distant rugged mountains.

My sister's home is warm and inviting with charming river stone garden walls, good-sized bird-filled trees and views of the nearby Franklin Mountains.  We walked her handsome and gentle German shepherd, Luke, on three miles of the Rio Grande river walk, throwing the Frisbee for him and trying to identify water birds.  We sat out back during the slow twilight while her husband grilled steaks and salmon and veggies over a mesquite fire and then ate the delicious results.

At some point during the day my sister had mentioned a quilt she had that she wanted to give to me.  She wasn't sure about the origin, but thought it was from our grandmother we'd lived with until I was nine and she was three.  I thought she was talking about a partially completed quilt I'd seen long ago at my mother's, but I didn't associate it with my grandmother, the woman who'd been more of a mother to me than my own Mother in my early years (much to my Mother's irritation I'm sure).  When my sister brought the quilt out I almost fell off the couch -- it was THE quilt I'd grown up with, a wedding ring quilt hand patched and quilted -- every stitch -- by the hands of my Grandmother.  It was the quilt that always covered me when I was feeling puny and was upstairs for special Grandma treatment, the one when miserable from one or another childhood ailments I'd try to find all the matching fabrics, and there were many to find matches for.  Its puckered worn surface was so familiar, the softly colored patterns on the white background, all edged in a rosy pink calico.  I thought of it many times over the years, assuming it had gone to the "other" part of the family over three decades ago.

Early the next morning I got a call from my husband that our sweet old dog was having a crisis, probably a stroke, and could not stand.  He took Max to the vet where they cared for him until I could make what now was a too long and too sad drive of over 300 miles to a place and task I did not want to face.  Shortly after arriving at the veterinary hospital my husband and I performed the last kind act we could for Max, holding him close while he was euthanized.

During that long day I did not know I had that many tears in me.  Part of them were shed on that old quilt, folded into a soft memory of comfort and love, and unexpectedly found during a time when something so beloved was lost.  I only wish my old companion, Max, could have lasted the several decades the quilt has existed instead of the 16 years -- extraordinary for large dog -- that he had been able to give me.  We had hoped Max would be with us this summer in the Rockies, snoozing in the sun and watching the chipmunks during the cabin build, but that is not to be.

Back home, while I laid on the couch with a cold wet cloth on my face, so distressed that I feared I might join Max in the Great Beyond, my husband brought a large box from the porch that had been delivered that day.  I knew it was the quilt I had bought online for the cabin.  It took me a few days to have the heart to open it, but I was not disappointed when I did.  It is nothing like the delicate handwork of my Grandmother's quilt, but intricate and well-crafted enough, and the colors are those of a ponderosa pine forest at dusk.  It will look wonderful in the cozy bedroom of our new cabin, a tailored denim bed skirt below and made up with sage green chambray sheets; a nice place to rest after another lovely long day in the thin clean air at near 9,000 feet.

My Grandmother's quilt is now folded across the foot of the old painted brass bed in our Tucson guest room, only for its beauty and cherished memories.  It is too fragile for actual use, that is until this found again quilt is needed for a loss that is almost too much to bear.

For more about Max and what he meant to us see the Tribute to a Good Dog post in my Writing Down the Desert blog.

Thaw

Our contractor promises us the snow is melting and that the cabin will soon start going up.  The flurry of signatures on county building applications and checks for application fees and engineers has been the extent of our own personal activity for the cabin of late.  Unless, of course, you count the little bit of adding to the cabin trousseau I've been doing.  I found a wonderful old Mennonite bench from Mexico, six feet long and with the original old red paint.  It will do dual duty for us in the cabin, either sitting along the dining table for extra seating or under the front windows serving the same purpose in the area around the wood burning stove.  Until it makes the journey from southern Arizona to central Colorado it's sitting happily in my guest room.

The building permit is hoped for this coming week, and expected the week after that.  It's very strange to think that the next time we are on the Colorado property there will be the beginnings of a cabin sitting there.  We are counting the weeks, though we're not totally sure how many we need to count as our departure date is a bit up in the air due to some unexpected work commitments, but somewhere between six and seven.  In some ways that seems way too far away and in others it seems way too soon.  There's much to do and decide in the next few weeks; decisions easier to make here where Lowes and Home Depot are 15 minutes away, not an hour and a half.

I am thinking red.  A light-hearted cherry red.  A cheerful red front door, maybe a kitchen counter.  White walls -- I don't want to be locked into a color scheme.  I'd toyed with oil-rubbed bronze hardware and plumbing fixtures, but it's a new cabin and I want to celebrate and honor that a bit, so we'll go with brushed nickel.  Not only much more available and reasonably priced, it'll go nicely with the hammered aluminum I've been collecting for the cabin.  These trays (and several more) will decorate the wall in the dining room, gently reflecting the warm light from the wood burning stove.

I've been dreaming of a cabin all my life it seems, and it always seemed a fantasy.  Until last summer I was sure we'd make-do with the trailer, and a nice make-do it was too, but since we decided to rebuild the cabin I have been living inside this imaginary structure, and stocking up on Ebay, Etsy, and Goodwill goodies to make the dream more concrete now, and quicker to realize when the cabin is done.

I'm thinking pie...cherry.  I can almost smell it.